21: Days like this

So just when I think I have it all worked out, I have a day like this.  

There is nothing particularly interesting or tragic going on. I have just been daydreaming. I do day dreaming about moving back to our hometown and doing my own thing. I would like to give this whole knitlebrity thing an honest try and know it will never happen if I walk right into another full time gig. 
It’s not the kind of thing I can talk about with the kids. They start to get all stress and antsy when I throw “what-ifs” out there. Especially itty-bitty. She has specifically requested that we not talk about the future. She just wants to know when the decision is final and I get that. 
So, I guess we shall see. Until then, I can daydream.